## SidTreenium : Self Portrait of an Element #Poetry सेल्फ पोर्ट्रेट यानी अपना शब्द चित्र बनाने की कोशिश की है। बहुत समय पहले, मूलत: अंग्रेज़ी में लिखी थी। सोचा था अपने जन्मदिन के दिन ही इसे पोस्ट करूंगा.. आज वो वक़्त आ गया है। Caffeine fighting with my dropping eyelids, shrapnel on the periphery of my eyes.. poison of Nux Vomica in my head.. indeed Iron Man is sleepy but metal doesn’t sleep ! Then why this Alloy of my Strength and Sleep exists.. Malleable, Ductile… Sharp… Sleepy.. May be I’m not the iron man May be I’m 119th element of this earth.. yet to be confirmed yet to be confirmed Caffeine fighting with my dropping eyelids, shrapnel on the periphery of my eyes.. poison of Nux Vomica in my head.. indeed i'm sleepy but metal doesn’t sleep ! Then why this invisible Alloy of Strength and Sleep exists.. Malleable, Ductile… Sharp… Poetic.. Sleepy May be there is a Unique Possiblity May be I’m 119th element of this earth SidTree-ni-um.. yet to be confirmed yet to be confirmed SidTreeinum Guide to Understand Whole Perspective Caffeine \(कॉफी या चाय\) fighting with my dropping eyelids \(पलकें\), shrapnel \(विस्फोटकों से निकलने वाले छर्रे\) on the periphery of my eyes \(आंखों की किनारियां\).. poison of Nux Vomica \(एक प्रकार का ज़हर, जिसका उपयोग होम्योपैथी में एक दवा के रूप में किया जाता है \) in my head.. indeed Iron Man is sleepy but metal doesn’t sleep ! Then why this Alloy \(मिश्रण\) of my Strength and Sleep exists.. Malleable \(लचीला\), Ductile \(खींचकर विस्तार देने लायक\)… Sharp \(नुकीला\)… Sleepy \(निद्रामग्न\) May be I’m not the iron man May be I’m 119th element of this earth.. \(118 Elements की खोज हुई है अब तक.. 119वां शायद आत्मा और शरीर का मिश्रण है\) yet to be confirmed yet to be confirmed   ##### Context Note This is an attempt at a self portrait in words, written long ago in English. Caffeine fights my dropping eyelids, with the poison of Nux Vomica in my head; the iron man is sleepy, but metal does not sleep. So why does this alloy of strength and sleep exist? Maybe I am not the iron man, maybe I am the 119th element of this earth, yet to be confirmed. 2017-09-21